Archive for the ‘Time to write’ Category

Nanowrimo? No way! 5 Reasons Why.


03 Nov


I have participated in Nanowrimo twice so far. And I will definitely not do it again.
Here are a few reason why:

1) It usually occur at a time when I’m into editing a project and should really NOT start another book (that’s why I still have 3 more manuscripts to edit after I finish the one I’m working on – 2 of those are Nanowrimo books)

2) It distracts me from what I don’t want to do. Starting a new novel is really fun. The excitement gathered by all the other writers doing it is really fun. There is nothing wrong with fun but for me, it translates into jumping onto the new exciting idea and not ever seeing completion of anything.

3) The social aspect of it is, as I said in 2, a lot of fun. So much fun that I end up talking about the Nanowrimo, adding friends on my Nano profile, reading all the blogs about it, joining all the special email loops, and so on. All that leaves me with very little time to actually write.

4) I’m doing the writing habit thing (challenge 2 – week 1 successfully completed) to teach me to write/edit slow and steady until polished completion and submission. To see how many books a year I can produce (if it’s only one – fine, so be it! ) and keep the pace all year. Short burst like Nanowrimo are terrible for me because I think I have more time than I really do have when I chose to do it all in a short time.

5) and then we get to quality. Now this is very personal. Some people can produce high quality work by writing 10,000 words a day. I am not one of those people. I can produce about 2,000 words a day at my best, by writing two scenes a day, separated by big chunk of time where I basically write in my head while doing household chores, riding the bus, exercising, or falling asleep at night. I need to live in the book and 7 weeks in the minimum amount of time I can realistically write a decent first draft of a 85,000 words novel.

Much love,
Marie-Claude xoxox

p.s. readers who may wish to comment can do so on my Facebook page or on Twitter. My life needs a little simplifying right now :)

Location:Seattle

The writer dream shift


21 Oct


As I enter my last week of my seven weeks writing challenge, I’m thrilled to notice that my writing dream has shifted. I’ll be honest, somewhere when I entered the contest that got me published a few years ago, I shifted my dreams from manuscript quality and completion to something that looked more like recognition.

I started dreaming of list positions, sales, awards. And the more I got myself on the online spotlight, the more the dream became more about being noticed in the romance writing world than the idea that I write fiction because I like spending time in worlds that don’t really exist for me.

It seems that now that I had to time to run away from it all, took a year and a half going back to school, surround myself with non writers and most importantly school kids, and found myself a day job I love, I returned to writing with a different outlook. I really don’t care for awards and lists and while a sale would be awesome, I’m very driven now to spend a little writing time each day and I take huge pride in seeing the scenes in my current work getting revised, one one, slowly and surely, as opposed to counting how many writers I interact during the day via blogging or social media.

They say you sometimes need to hit rock bottom to be able to climb back up stronger and wiser, and it sure looks like that for me right now.

Much love,
Marie-Claude xoxox

p.s. readers who may wish to comment can do so on my Facebook page or on Twitter. My life needs a little simplifying right now :)

Location:Seattle

A wimpy writer


25 May


There is something nice about taking the wimpy writer route. I get up while everyone else is asleep, write with no one around to criticize why on earth I would bother with this, put the laptop away a half hour later when my ride to the gym picks me up. Forget that I am a writer for the rest of day and start over the next day.

I do this so early in the morning that I don’t have the energy or the presence of mind for existentialist crisis (although being French, existentialist is pretty much a genetic thing). And I can pretend to my family that I am a dabbler (what, you mean this little hobby of mine?) while really, deep inside, I want to be NY published again even if it takes me years to get there.

I don’t have to have those fights anymore to justify what I do. And since I did some writing first thing in the day, I don’t have that nagging guilt, that yes I should be writing now (and not watch marathons of Buffy on Netflix again)

So yes, I am pretty wimpy. I write, I’m not a writer. I don’t feel the need to tell people at parties that I write when they ask what I do (and thank goodness for the brand new Masters, I now have a legitimate job title which don’t make people uncomfortable).

Seriously, the wimpy writer thing is a pretty cool way to go!

Much love,
Marie-Claude xoxox

Location:Seattle

Why I’m not writing…


22 May


And I am not talking here about my blog. The reason I was away for a while was mostly because life got pretty busy on this side of the planet, what with finally receiving my Washington State high school teaching certificate and completing my Masters in Teaching (this time I’ll say it – yeah me!)

But now that life is settling down with more time on my hand, why am I not writing?

Does this happen to you too?

I pondered the question seriously this morning.

Is it because I’m lazy? Yes, maybe a little. Burnt out from school? Maybe a little but that is a bit of an excuse.

Is it because I don’t like writing anymore? Considering my lengthy journal entries of the last 3 months, that is definitely not the case. So what? I hate my story then? No, I was just doing some serious retyping yesterday and was getting goosebumps at reading some intense story moments.

Do I love it too much? Bingo, maybe.

Here, I’m thinking that I am much too involved in this story and am putting way to much pressure on it to be a great success.

Here I think that this the one. It will get me an agent, rekindle my career, give me a great contract with a movie deal where the lead will be played by Angelina Jolie. Ok, I’m joking just a little…

But don’t we sometimes expect just a little too much from one story. The poor thing, no surprise it doesn’t want to be written.

If my prose has to fulfill all my wildest dream in a few pages, it is impossible to write.

What I am discovering is that I am not allowing myself the luxury of failure. And it’s taking out all the fun of just creating. Instead of being fulfilled from the act of creating, I’m asking my creative endeavor to solve all my life problems.

If that is all what writing is to me, a mean to monetary and fame gratifications, I might as well try something easier to get me there.

Right?

Much love,
Marie-Claude xoxox

Location:Seattle

Writing as a priority


03 May


Still writing?

I am. I squeezed in two half hour session today, one at 5 am and the other just after I walked my son to his bus stop at 8:30 am.

Today was a pretty stressful crazy day and I am so glad I chose to write first thing before thinking of other things.

I am waiting for my score results for my teacher performance assessment (which will determine when I get my state teaching certificate) and today apparently was the day and the wait was killing me (still don’t know yet). So I did very little productive work today.

But I wrote!

I guess that is what it boils down to. Do the most important thing as soon as you get up.

It worked for me today.

Much love,
Marie-Claude xoxox

Location:Seattle

The lure of the all-or-nothing writing


02 May


Are you an all-or-nothing writer? By that I mean do you write in big chunks of free time, on week-ends or holidays only?

To me it sounds so seductive. I need about 3 half-hour morning sessions to edit one scene, so if I have a full 8 hour day, I should be able to edit at least 4 scenes that day. Of course I could, I did this before.

But… I’m forgetting one thing. Right now I am burnt out from 15 month straight of an intensive graduate school program and I need a holiday. Not a holiday from writing, but some down time.

Problem is, I thought I could write during my time off. I though I could skip my regular morning writing sessions and catch up during the day when my kids are off at school.

But what happened is that (1) I had too much unstructured time on my hand and (2) I’m still not done with school (I have my Masters presentation in about 10 days) and (3) I have a backlog of neglected life stuff to catch up on.

So the writing has been sparse. Except for this week, when I realized that there was no way I could kid myself. I’m not a full time writer.

What works for me is to get up at 5 am, get my coffee, fire up my laptop and work on that novel, everyday. Even 30 min is enough to see progress.

So I’m moving along this week, with one scene already completed. How is your own writing coming along? Slow and steady or great and short burst?

Much love,
Marie-Claude xoxox

Location:Seattle

Escaping writing doldrums


23 Apr


First thing let me apologize for not posting for over a week. Yes I am writing. Not as much as I’d like, and not quite enough to report.

Writing doldrums are settling in and I’m pretty sure the reason is how the business of writing is getting mixed with story telling in my mind.

I know I have been staying away from editing because of the fear and anxiety that maybe my writing is not good enough.

Yes it takes more than one sale to feel validated. And who knows maybe one never feels validated and needs to fight doubts non stop.

The business part of it takes its toll on a writer’s spirit: there are the rejections, then the bad reviews and sales numbers. There are publishers closing and editors moving and the self-promotion that either work or not and certainly suck out the life of any normal person.

I’m not complaining, really. Just telling it like it is.

Among all this, I realized that I have only one choice: write or not. That, at least, is in my control. I can just write the book and see what happen.

I spent the last week typing my handwritten manuscript and it never felt so good, almost like being told my story all over again. And somehow I can’t stop typing because I’m amazed to see what I wrote next.

Good things, all around.

Much love,
Marie-Claude xoxox

Location:Seattle

And it took 3 weeks…


16 Apr


How long was your longest no writing stretch? For me, it took 3 weeks before I could go back to writing. One week to finish my full term school internship while starting to writing my 75 pages performance report. One week to actually write and submit the whole thing (50 hrs of work total) and one week to recover and start looking for a teaching job.

The strange thing is that while I couldn’t work on the novel, I also couldn’t read fiction at all and chose to watch mindless tv shows to chill.

I seem to be back in force though. I started reading last night and today I got back to my work in progress, editing while the family slept, then took 3 hours to type some of my hand-written first draft this morning. It’s quite amazing to be back to write again. There is a certain peace that comes from doing this every day.

I have sorely missed it.

Much love,
Marie-Claude xoxox

Location:Seattle

Itsy bitsy sunday writing


25 Mar


Did you do your daily writing yet? I have to admit struggling today when I woke up. I had thought of doing a super long session this morning because I had such a bad writing week.

So of course, when I push too hard, I tend to procrastinate. I’m big on perfect or nothing.

So this morning I allowed myself a short session, 30 min, and that’s that.

As soon as I loosen the pressure a little, oh miracle, I made it to my laptop. 30 minutes later, I emerged with chapter 23 all done!

Amazing how that little itsy bitsy writing time can make you more productive, isn’t it?

Do you ever have such breakthrough about your writing process?

Much love,
Marie-Claude xoxox

Location:Seattle

Talk back: what is your writing schedule?


24 Mar


Hi everyone,

I haven’t posted much this week because I have been pretty much swamped with my Masters commitment. Two more weeks to go!

This morning, I worked on answering some interview questions for an article on American Title finalists that should be coming out in the June issue of RT BookReview. I am really curious to read about all the other finalists.

Today I am at my writer’s group blog Musetracks, asking writers to share their writing schedule.

If you have a minute, do drop by and share, I’d love to hear your tricks. I bet I could really use them!

Much love,
Marie-Claude xoxox

Location:Seattle

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