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On HP5, Waterbending and the Drake Sisters
I watched Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix today, a first for my boys, second for me. That is a lot to cram into a movie and I still love it. I couldn’t help noticed how at the end in the big battle Dumbledore make a water ball just like they do in The Last Airbender movie.
If I am not mistaken, the same producer or director that made the two movies. Exact same special effect anyway, which is not to say I minded at all. Love the special effects in both movies. The water bending/control of the elements in magical battle is pretty clever.
I stopped by the grocery store and trying to avoid temping sweets opted for a new book instead. The lastest in the Drake Sisters series by Christine Feehan. I read the first 5 books so far and owned them all. There was a little too much romantic suspense in the last one but I still like the cozy atmostphere of the books with the seven magical sisters. I’m frantically trying to catch up with my library books right to avoid fines (my own personal charity) so this one will have to wait.
Still, getting a new book is always a treat!
Brightest Blessings!
Doubts, doubts, doubts…
1) It amazes me how much better I feel after I wrote my scene of the day. I try to do it early. If I don’t, I try to squeeze it in when my boys are busy as I did today.
If I don’t make it I feel awful for the day.
When I don’t, truly, it’s usually because I question the usefulness of this. Here’s a secret, having published one novel doesn’t make you more confident.
You still question if this is the best use of your time, still wonder if you have the right to do this, take that time just for you. It’s particularly difficult when you also face the disbelief of those nearest you.
But the truth is, once you get pass this notion that your writing should be a money making affair, the doubts evaporates. Why not write? Just because it makes you happy? Great if it sells! If not, it’s still a great time and it does keep you sane!
2) Currently listening to Drive by Incubus
3) Just finished Much Ado about You by Eloisa James. I think her Essex sister series is my favorite so far.
More seduction, more hero/heroine scenes… I’m learning.
4) I’m preparing a small workshop at Romance Diva with the Lolitas of Steamed! for next week.We’re just taking about Steampunk. What it is to each of us, then giving our favorite reading list. Should be fun!
Back to reset time…
(1) got my writing and exercise done today (a friend brought me to a very nice outdoor private pool in Seattle. It takes ten year to be a member once you put your name on the list. I have nice friends!
(2) squeezed in to the library in the nick of time to get books on hold for me: another Jim Butcher (love him, love him), a whole bunch of Jane Porter (I’m becoming a devoted fan: she’s smart, true and her books talk about real issues women like me face: I admire and love her writing and look up to her as a writer). I also got odds and ends romance books from the paperback section that you can keep for as long as you want (some HQ presents, superromance and some regencies)
Which leads to 3)
Back to reset time. To when I was not an author but a writer, to when I didn’t care about goodreads and reviews and selling and amazon ranking. When I read for pleasure and I wrote because it’s so damn cool.
I also occasionally find myself wanting to just chill with some Spanish hottie from a HQ Presents just for fun, but I can’t relax because I’m too busy analysing it, thinking I can write one!
No no no! I am writing a steampunk! Why can’t I just chill and focus on my word quota and making sure my wordbuilding make sense and stop panicking on days I see no one is adding my book on goodreads!
Why can’t I just read a book. So what if I don’t learn! I’m stuck here in so much panic that I feel I must only read to learn! Which is silly because it’s when we read in a relax way that we internalize the story. Studying is fine but doesn’t have to be all the time!
So reset mode here! Go back there M-C! Stick with your close friends for feedback (musetrackers I love you!) and write write write! Read for fun! Relax! You can always check goodreads and Amazon in two years! See what happened when you were not looking!
Ah!
Brightest Blessing!
On reading pleasure…
I’ve been going through my reading pile. I’ve been feeling guilty. I have tons of paranormal romance I feel I “must” read, I have lots that have been on the pile for a while, some I just got to “study”.
But the truth is that I just can’t read to study. I want to love to read for fun again. It’s really hard. I read Mrs Perfect from Jane Porter in one day. I forgot I was reading. I was “in” the book. Now I’m reading Eloisa James, regency romance does that to me as well. I love regency. It’s light, it’s fun but not out loud outrageously funny. I read those for pleasure. So I put all of Porter and James on hold at the library!
I decided to stop feeling guilty and read what I truly love. I’m learning anyway right? I figured I’m learning romance from my regencies and paranormal from Jim Butcher! The truth is that whatever I read, I always learn. I assimate stuff and become creative.
This morning I was studying sciences flash cards for an upcoming exam and, I kid you not, I got tons of ideas for my steampunk novel.
So there, no more reading to study genre. I know I’m bad, but I’m so busy these days that I need to do one thing just for fun! And I’m hoping I’ll create my own version of paranormal from just reading for fun!
The story of success…
I breezed through Outliers The Story of Success by Malcolm Gladwell last night. It’s shows a pretty common sense theory by giving examples such as Canadian hockey players and Bill Gates to explain how success is attained. Lots of hard work (10,000 hours) and also a set of lucky circumstances: good hockey players are all born in Jan just after the cut-off date for recruiting and Bill Gates went to a Seattle high school that bought a series of cutting edge computer with the PTA funds.
And it got me thinking about my own journey. I always knew this, that publishing my first written manuscript had a lot to do with luck (I moved to Seattle because of unplanned circumstance, Seattle has an active RWA local chapter with two American Title finalists in it (one winner) and plenty of supportive published authors, my manuscript landed on the right editor’s desk, I happen to do my online campain when everyone was discovering MySpace and Facebook and were very active online and no one was really asking for votes).
I think if I’d still be in RI, I may not have won. In fact, I may not gave written the book at all.
I was discouraged by the 10,000 hours of practice Gladwell mentionned until I realized I’ve been writing my journal regularly since I was 12: 300 hours a year for about 30 years – 90,000 hours of writing! Looks like it’ll take me another 3 years to be real good at it!
So very little talent here but lots of practice and good circumstances.
I’m mostly interested in this because of my children. I want to give them the best chance at success and this study shows me that a small lag in Math or Reading, say, can be overcome by lots of practice. And that labeling children early on is a bit mistake.
For us adult, we can’t do much about our background anymore but whatever we want to achieve, nothing stops us from starting on those 10,000 hours of practice! It may take a while but we can get there! We can achieve success, whatever that definition means for us.
Steampunk writing musing…
I had a great time plotting the middle of the steampunk story today. I finished writing the first act this morning. I’m using the 12 beats method to plot the story. So I’m kind of at the “fun and games” part.
I was brainstorming things that are “steampunk” in my mind. The things that I do like and they were in no particular order: mad scientist lab, airship navigation problems, a travelling Victorian lady’s wardrobe, a market set in an exotic locale complete with belly dancing perfomance and a few travelling engines including a luxurious steam train. Yes my characters are on a voyage and it should be fun!
Add to that my own writing trademark of a sexy sensual read, plenty of magical rituals and a battle or two!
Trying to squeeze it all in 25 scenes or about 100 pages. Should be fun indeed!
And since I like angsty character, I had to dig out my Donald Maass workbook to figure out “How bad can this really get? Can I make it worse?”
I have no idea how this whole affair will turn out. There is a structure to it with call to action, dark moment, climax, etc, so it is going somewhere but I’m nor quite sure if I can pull it all off! Oh well, it’s just a whole lot of fun!
BB
Sweat and tears…
I was going through my non-fiction bookshelf tonight and decided to re-read The War of Art by Stephen Pressfield. It’s really a great little book which I learned about from author Allison Brennan in an online class I took from her.
It talks about resistance. Basically how when we attempt to do something for our better good, we encounter resistance in various form. The book describes what it is and how to still do our work despite it (because we never truly conquer it). It shows us how to be a pro as opposed to an amateur. How a pro shows up for work (write) when he should, as opposed to the amateur who talks a lot about it but doesn’t actually do it much.
I’m struggling with that a lot. Maybe being online makes me talk about writing more. Leaving less time for the actual writing.
I think I was successful in completing my first manuscript because I wrote in a vaccuum. I was on one online loop only which is mostly a crit group. So there was a big insentive to post new chapters. I knew nothing about writing so I just shut up, read what other said and read tons of book on the craft. (I still don’t know much about writing, but now I can’t seem to be able to shut up!)
And I had Pressfield to remind me that writing was hard and I had to have a Marines approach to the work. Get down and dirty and do it! Through everything! Seems it’s the only way.
I think I completed Ancient Secrets that way too. But it did take me a while to get there.
I guess there’s no easy way. Every success is made of a whole lot of sweat and tears.
BB
Of good steam news and reading…,
(1) got some great news today on the steampunk front. My good friend and one of our Steamed! Lolitas author Elizabeth Darvill sold her sexy steampunk stories to Harlequin Spice Brief! Those are erotic romance short stories available as ebook through a prestigious line of Harlequin. I’m so thrilled for her!
(2) my own writing (the steampunk novel) is slowly but maybe surely getting there. I write longhand and being sick these days, I’m mostly mindlessly typing but I find it really helps me get in the story and stay in the “dream.”
(3) I was reading John Gardner’s book for writer again last night and there is a place there where he talks about having to be cautious of being too aware of the reception we are getting. Why are we writing? Once you get in the public eye a little, you start being self conscious and maybe do it a little for the wrong reasons, to be loved, or perhaps to be superhuman.
Unfortunately the last one strikes a bit true to me. I’m not quite there but there are times when I just want to be so perfect that the smallest flaw throws me in momentary despair. Trying too hard to be superhuman instead of just do the best I can with what I have. I guess I tend to set myself up for frustration.
A need to “stay in the dream” as Gardner calls it, is a healthier state for me. Part of the need to write is a need to create stories that takes us in another reality, not really to escape but to live at more than one level. I can’t speak for other but this is what I find to be my true need which is met through writing.
(4) I’m about half-way though the Dresden File #2. It’s a fun book. Besides getting caught in the action, I enjoy Butcher’s take on magic. I love all things magical and most of my knowledge of it is either through real life ritual or fantasy fiction magic. This in Butcher’s series is closer to what we see in shows like Angel, which is totally new to me. It’s different, and fun!
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